Friday, October 23, 2009
Well where do I begin. A lot has happened since my last post. I can't believe it has been almost 2 months since I posted. The latest is that I'm in a really good place mentally now. Splitting from my partner has been the best thing that could have ever happened. I feel a sense of freedom and relief that I haven't felt in a long time. I guess I didn't feel how smothering a codependent relationship was. In the last 3 months many things have happened. I signed up on several online dating sites. Most people weren't my type but I did meet a few interesting guys. Only kept in contact with one of them. Although I have not met him he seems like he will be a good friend. I also friend requested a lot of men on Facebook and really connected with one person. He's an awesome, caring, cute guy. We've been talking everyday for the past 2 weeks. He has a way with words I could listen to him talk all day. More about him later. I also was setup on 2 blind dates. The first was great. I thought I was in love. i thought we had a great connection but he didn't feel the same way. It probably wouldn't have worked anyway. He was totally involved with his business and i wanted a man who would be there to spend time with me. The second date was a guy who was very hot, had the perfect body. I thought I connected with him to but he had a lot of issues with a past relationship that he still had to deal with. The sex was good but I wanted more. That is when Mr Wonderful walked into my life. More about him in my next post.